All the Good and All the Bad

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1. I have God.
2. I have a wonderful family.
3. I have great friends.
4. I have a home.
5. I have a car.
6. I have an education.
7. I have talent.
8. I have everything I need and more.

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1. You.
2. Him.

When the good out weighs the bad at 8 to 2, I don't understand how easily I can get upset. I need to stop letting you and Mr. Fantastic get to me so much. I'm tired of being so depressed just because of two people. You don't deserve that high of a pedestal in my life. I want to stop getting so aggravated by the little things about you that piss me off.

But for some reason it still hurts.
It still hurts to know that you don't seem to care that he treats me like I'm less than human.
I just want it to stop.
But I don't know how to ignore this.